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2009-12-01T13:28:00.004+08:00

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2009-10-24T00:36:00.002+08:00

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Simple

2009-10-14T18:29:00.000+08:00

Its a single sms so hard?
why she cannot take the initiative to do it?
or really
this is all just a fantasy....
a curse

May her forgive me

2009-09-09T23:20:00.003+08:00

somethings..are better without
we will all be happier
today..090909...is a special day...
but faith just make a joke with me
what is important is....the truth

truth is something we cannot escape as is faith it self
somethings are really not meant to happen because its sad..
if it really happen it will only end in sadness...we know
so if i cannot guarantee you happiness...
may faith lead her path...
may dreams end in sadness..
may truth finally come
sorry...
somethings are just not meant to happen
may her forgive me

Crossroad

2009-08-22T23:00:00.002+08:00

she love me..she dont love me..she love me..she dont love me..she love me..she dont love me...she love me...she dont love me~

Love is a simple thing
its complicated
that...
everyone knows
but...
I am
lost....

I know my gut is right
but i
want a
reason

WHY
i need a reason to love her..
its not i dont love her
but my conscious
need a reason
my heart say 1 thing
my brain say another
i dont KNOW...

pls....dont take in mind what i say...TQ

Boring~1

2009-08-22T21:53:00.002+08:00

"It's not who I am underneath, but what I ..do... that defines me."

- Batman, Batman Begins (2005)

I was touch when heard this...some quotes can just make you cry..
really...its not who you really are
but what you do that defines me~
only the actions can define you~

recently too free and bored so watched a lot of movies...
and... movies are just....GREAT..
some quotes and speech are meant to be remembered forever!!!!
like this one.....

listen a hundred times still feel like going to kill aliens..
so movies are great..re watched a lot but...sadly...
a lot of my collection was lost...

well....its holiday...
Holiday is used to study de~~~
and thats fake....
Well..
got a lot of things to do this holiday..haha..

still waiting for the bioshock to finsh...99%

15Malaysia

2009-08-17T14:40:00.000+08:00

Very funny...haha...

please support

15Malaysia

Still Angry......

2009-08-15T20:31:00.002+08:00

Hate to say but i am still very angry lo~
he say like have nothing to do with him..
haizz..
broken people things and still say nothing to do with him
IT JUST BROKEN DOWN
and say
me keep gaming and don't care when it happen
sorry lo
it always got sound the i never thought i was a warning sound ok
even if i do anything it already too late...
a sorry also didn't say
and keep saying it just
BROKEN DOWN
i know you think 300 isn't a large number
but....the data that is damn expansive
maybe the game is 100GB
but the other 400GB..haizz

Things inside and size plus value

Top Gear (7 season each 4.2GB cannot find in malaysia)30GB++
Gray Anatomy ( 3 seasons each 3.5 GB, download slow and outside RM40++ per season)10GB++
Mythbuster ( 2 season each 3.5GB cannot find in malaysia)
Movie collection ( some rare and old films)40GB++
Song Collection ( 120 Hours of song)40GB++
Project and Camps ( pictures and cam video, ONLY THAT COPY)20GB++
Documents ( old projects, surats, kertas kerja)1-3 GB ++
Installer ( Pinnacle Studio that copy ONLY, MS Office) 50GB++
Personal Videos (ONLY THAT COPY)20-30GB++
Computer backup ( really, all the save files, things in the old computer, thousand temporary files, ONLY THAT COPY) 30-50GB
Clean Copy Backup of current computer 50GB

those are the most important one..haizz..ONLY THOSE COPY

haizz..never thought it will damaged and broke down soo fast..
never even past the one year mark...haizzz
soo need repair or warranty
don't know still got warranty or not
haizzz
sad case

ANGRY

2009-08-15T15:01:00.002+08:00

Well, yesterday borrow someone my 1TB external hard disk and
now....i cannot use jor
well...Dont know what happen to the hard disk....!!!
really lo~...
he say "SUDDENLY CANNOT USE"
well....ok i know maxtor got a bad history..and a lot of problem....
but what inside my hard disk is a seagate dual image 500GB hard disk and..well..seagate isnt a bad brand....

So what is in my hard disk???
.......
A lot of movies
season 7,8,9,10,11,12,13 top gear
season 1, 4,5 of gray anatomy
season 6,7 mythbuster
120++ hours of song
installer for
MS Window XP, and 7
MS Office 2007,2003
Adobe Suite CS4,3
A lot of random software
Pinnacle studio 12
Left 4 Dead
Prototype
Fallout 3
Need For Speeds
Paradice City
Arma 2
Crysis
COD 4 and 5
Red Alert 2,3,rising
and More
Picture untill know...old picture...important one
certificate copys
DV Cam Videos
Backup for my computer ( 3 times 3 different version)
Backup for my sisters computer( 2 of them)
Backup for other harddisk and pendirves
camp projects
Thousand of Tutorial
Personal Projectrs

Total volume MORE THEN 500GB
most value are the series...they do not exist in malaysia!!! you cannot buy them!!!

and i dont have BACKUP FOR THIS BACKUP HARD DISK!!!!!!!!

so...now can only see if the customer service got any solution or free data salvation programs..sad case..
Customer service is in KL..haizzz

But 3 years warranty thing...die in 6 months...
really got something happen lo
haizzzz...

MoDeRn WarFare 2

2009-08-10T19:59:00.007+08:00

WARNING TO THOSE WHO HATE COMPUTER HARDWARES:::::
DONT READ THIS:::::::::::::

suddenly want to write this..
yes...
well the computer i using now is some how...errr..
old la...2 years already..(for gaming standards)
but this November....
Modern Warfare "2"
-
-
-

Call of Duty:Modern warfare 2
sequel to Call of Duty 4: Modern warfare
god~ now only august already cannot wait for the release
its a MUST for all the gamers this year
and want to play it since COD4,
I am A MILITARY ENTHUSIAST
AND A GAMER of course
finally its coming!!!!
but
my goooddd
computer...
T.T

current specs:
Asus P5PKL
E6750 Core2Duo 2.66GHZ 1333FSB
4GB DDR2-667MHz RAM
Asus Geforce 7600GS 256DDR2
320GB Hard disk 7200RPM
DVD Drive
Fake Fu*k PSU 200W

Fantasy specs(ITS JUST A DREAM!!!)
Asus P6T Deluxe
Core i7 Extream 965(OC)
8GB DDR3-1200MHz(OC)
Asus GTX280 SLI x 2 1GB DDR5
1.5TB 10.000RPM HardDisks X2
A 1000W true power PSU
liquid cooling
BLU-ray drive
......
......
.....
It cost 10,000 ringgit minimum.......
so....impossible..
any one want to donate me some money?????

ok...the aim this november...
500-1000 ringgit....

Possible Upgrades(if got money)

1) New PSU(power supply unit)------ 200++
the current FAKE one just cannot support the power needed..sorry..why my dad buy fake power..
haizzz.......really..needed

2) new GPU(Graphic Proses Unit)----250-500
the old one was out in 2006..thats ages.....
so a new one is needed!!!
somewhere between 9500GT till GTX250
only problem that bug me is the PCI-e problem
most people dont know there are two kind of PCI-es
1.0 and 2.0...advance cards now all use 2.0, they got backward compatibility but..
2.5GB/s and 5GB/s is a large different....

3)New motherboard----200-300
A good board mean a good computer.. yes and thanks to the PCI-e problem this is a must if things come out bad...

4) New Cassing----100++(optional)
Why need a new one? the original one is too small, sorry

TOTAL::::RM1100
thats a lot of money aaaaaaaaa~~~~
so slowly collect lo
Any one got things to hire me?
I need some money...haha
i can do nearly ANYTHING
haha

Campfire 2009

2009-08-01T23:29:00.003+08:00

lol....campfire 2009 Disney

that what it is all about
sorry to say but
this time compare to last year is highly unorganized...
really, totally off schedule....
Got a lot of problem with the arrangement and competitions
Even the camp fire was boring...
So...
I only take part in 2 competitions
first..!!!
backwoods cooking
just cook using NATURAL things.
that is
NO Knife Plate Grill Pan Pot NOTHING
just cook using bamboo...ha ha...
really cut the bamboo and use as
a stick
place to burn things
make a rak
blah~blah~blah~
and finally this

look nice o
a fish
chicken stick
rice
and~~ POTATO~~~
ok la
the rice was not cook so its still~
cannot eat

Then Tarik Tali
ok, so st.john really dont have a lot of people who can
tarik people
we all so "small"..XP

we vs wushu first ( first round)
wu shu..OMG..they train physical one
----first round---
they pull us like puling cows, drag us accros
----second round----
we keep puling...2 times we nearly lose but we drag it back
-------third round----
we won~~~ it just pull pull pull
we vs pengakap (semi final)
---first round---
they just pull us
--secong round---
they drag us
we vs bomba (3th)
--first round--
still cannot win
---second round--
what is left is just the foot that get drag across

so---we only got 4th

then the camp fire
really badly planned no time sensitivity
really la arrange the rancangan also got problem haizz..
and no atmosphere
all SO DOWN
what camp fire???
ok this...haha... our fansy dress...LOLX
cool o...my shirt..haizz..dont say lo~

Hope they can win..i still dont know the result, go back in the middle of the camp fire, ok la...at least the wood is fun...haha

Enjoy Life

2009-07-30T21:45:00.002+08:00

Life is a roller coaster, full of twist and turns...
Life is sad and pathetic..
but Life has to go on~...
Enjoy the life...
be positive..
fantasy is good
dreams are good...
a dream tv is good...
but life still has to go on...
Life is to enjoy..
you will not appreciate happiness if you haven't experience sadness
because there is darkness, there is light...
Life is to be enjoyed...

p/s a lot of people keep writing super "negative" post recently..
saying life is sad.....better go out of asia.....away from the world...

ENJOY LIFE

BM Lisan

2009-07-27T14:28:00.000+08:00

GEEENNNNNNGGGGG~~~~

today...bm lisan..
i prepared for it for a looonggg time..
le...put in alot of effet into it...and....
listing to tv3..
downloading it..
writing it...
think it about it...
then today!!!
others are all the same mark...as me...
i am really unhappy
do so much

still get a 28/40 or 29/40
forgot which mark it is....
maybe i say too fast...
maybe its my script too long..
maybe because i talk about...BN
and our teacher hates them? XP
i dont know...
I know i am very unhappy
going around the class saying..GGEEENNNGGSIIMMM!!!!!!
maybe its childish but really...not happy.
i know you are thinking i am an SH
but emotion is mine ok?
I am very unsatisfied with the result...
i want to do it again a~~~~
GEEEEEGGGGG

Because of her...you must

2009-07-22T00:05:00.002+08:00

sometimes, thinking about the future...thinking....
what is my future..
we cannot predict future..

I don't believe in faith,
I believe life is in our own hands...
I know...my life will suck if i don't do somethings...

I dont wish to be president or what...
I have dreams that i wish to accomplish...
I want to fly....
I know....what i should do, what i should not...
but....
i am just too lazy to do it.....

I know....
this is a promise to myself...

""""
wakeup....
this isn't for me...
its for you and her...
you know it..
because of her...you MUST
""""

starting 22.07.2009

Disapointed

2009-07-21T22:50:00.000+08:00

Nothing to say..
no mood..
a bit unhappy with myself..
disappointed
....
a lot have happen
and a lot will happen....
lazy...
and unhappy...
sad case....

P/s.....
do a lot of mistake recently..
better take a psycho test...test if i am normal...

I wish you where there...

2009-07-14T20:52:00.002+08:00

I wish you where there....
I wish you will be there waiting....
I don't want a lot...
just a bit accompany..
Why you just isn't there

You where there i will know....
I went up.....
You coming down.....
you smile at me and say "bye"....so simple....
i just smile back...
i know deep down you will sure directly go back like every time you do...
you will never be down there waiting even you know i was up there...

I know if i ask...
your answer will be a simple..
"you didn't tell me to wait for you"
Maybe really....
we wasn't destiny to be together?
I don't what you are really thinking.....

Going down the staircase i so familiar with..
with a fever and headache...
wishing that you will be there..
waiting for me....
gazing around......
searching
with a hope....
but..hope is fake...
she was not there
just seeing a bunch of couples...
seeing other people just makes me jealous...
....with a heart broken....
see other people smiling and happy going home..
seeing your cousin....
seeing your friends...
i just simile

now.....9.11 pm.
heart broken till don't want to sms
haven't sms her.....yet....
hoping she will sms a
even a simple....
"hi"
can make my heart feel better..
hoping that at least a
"good night...XP"
can make me smile...

but till now, nothing...
nothing...
nothing...
nothing...
nothing~~~~~~~~~~

Maybe you are busy..
doing homework?
studying?
shopping?
sleeping?
i don't know.....

I know i am not your boy friend...
I don't hope you treat me like one,,,
just..
as a good friend is enough for me...
because i love you....
really...

i just can hope...
that destiny and faith will play their part

MY life 1 . A journey to the past

2009-07-08T23:45:00.005+08:00

just saw a form 1s blog, dont even know who she is?? silly a~ how followers can be connected..
it suddenly make me remember the last 4 years of my life...
she was a newcomer to a new world...so was i 4 years ago....

2006
The begining

the first day i enter school....2006, it was a new world, totally new world, actually i was a bit nerd those days, remember back i was totally silly, that year meet a totally new friends, as my old friends were all gone to CHS.
I remember i totally feel that school is place to learn, and i should Follow the school rules( sorry, now i nearly follow none of it) i even sang all the songs(Negaraku, State song,School song). I thought i know the way of life. I was a NERD that days...the half only la....

Then the second half, haha...well, start adjusting my life,
if we cannot change the environment we have to change...
so....first time playing in class, talking, shouting....
important one, gambling in class ( black jack)

Form 1 also mark the beginning of a 3 years pursuit of love....
seeing back...i was totally silly...haha...maybe i still am? o.O

That was form 1

2007
One of the most memorable years

Its the perfect combination, a lot of poeple playing, saying ghost story ,play truth or dare, ponteng when teachers are not there, buying a lot of soft drinks....most importent...
friends... true friends...wu, soh, winson, jen liong,aaron,ming jun, hong nee, woei hann, and a lot lot more, not only in my class but the whole form

St.John, wen xin, beh, yong wei, zheng yang, yee, xiao qi....and all the st.john friends...first time meet isn't it...fun really.....all i am today is because of you all in some way...thank you

form 2 was honey moon, play play play play...... st.john also fun that year....haha...

my first relationship.....it was started..for a pursuit for love....go see movie ..blabla ....at least we were happy

2008
Glory

Form 3, again....not the perfect but becoming the perfect, friends like sharn, micky, make me see they are good friends even they a bit...dont say better.....friends like yiyong, wanci, jia yi makes my life simpler( thank for the homework XP)...then yixuan singye~ also make friends right?

Trip-trips-trips...kuala selangor, for me its special, camerom highlands....fun and haha....nice lo....
playing with aaron then haha.......
KLCC...also an experience...see the fish

St.John...SCC....ICC..NGO....and sure cannot forget zhiwei lo..haha...the only one still got chat....
really glory are all these days....I was happy....kawatkaki also win jor......and a lot more happen...haha...

major post in a lot of clubs and society...make me realize we cannot do everything, we have to choose...haha....really, we cannot do everthing

the year ends the love story that begin, maybe its silly love, but i never regret the times together,
thank you.....i never regret....

2009
a new chapter

this year, i think i know better wei yuen, kai jun, ah tay, jia wei, winson, and thank you la Soh, for the accompany
then, xue li, jia yee, carmen, yee man, haha..... well, nice to meet you all......and xue li, thank for the hair.
Monlan, yao ming, you two really make me think about the gap between daisi and lili, but even we did argu but we still friends right? XD

well, untill today, too much has happen....
It let me thinking again....
Maybe i should blame on others but myself...
I have problems i know, but i cannot change it....

St.John, SPBT, Sidang, Seni Foto, Catur, Monitor....
well.....2 is already enough....

St.John...heart there but dead...that is what i can say....sacrifice so much but its not worth it..haha..
i have reason for my decisions.....

SPBT....revolutions

AND NOW....
may my life continue....

Freedom of Speech

2009-07-08T18:48:00.004+08:00

Today..someone ask me about opinion on something....i reply...
Freedom of Speech....
its that simple......
Nothing more......

This is for YOU..yes u!!!!!

2009-07-06T22:58:00.002+08:00

Guest 你以为你的影响力很大咩？自以为是...如果你的一句抱歉可以解决问题,那么那些犯人不用做监牢了...用你的脑去想一想！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
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2009-07-02 10:53 PM
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Guest 不用你假同情和别人讲sorry...你只是自私罢了...不用讲那么多废话...
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2009-07-02 10:51 PM
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Guest 大事做不到就只好做小事咯...好要人家捧上去...macam yes 酱...自己做包它啦...酱喜欢...我呸！！！
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2009-07-02 10:49 PM
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Guest 在st.john里面一个小小的位子都没有，所以就在sbpt博做主席啦！！！

this show up on my comment box....like last week...just today baru see it..blek~

the first thought after seeing this...
我好像前世得罪了你啊?
sad case....lo....
well....
the only thing i care is this

不用你假同情和别人讲sorry...你只是自私罢了...不用讲那么多废话...

what the F***... you say i just fake fake go apologies a....i was damn freak out OK!!!
I did wrong and i apologies la....you never learn in MORAL a.....
he accept or not accept my apology is his right...
YOU HAVE NO F*** right to judge my friendship and my LOYALTY TO MY FRIEND!!!!!!
if you so good~ next time do wrong don't go apologies la
I write 废话 is my thing....in the end is serious de...
then say me selfish.. you say me fake fake fake.....then why even i bother paste this post..if i don't care why i write this....

most important
AND I THINK YOU DONT KNOW WHO AM I TALKING ABOUT!!!!!!!

if you dare retard go write your name and your reason!!! this was something special and you mostly think wrong.....
i don't care you judge other things but friendship? you better make sure before you comment something

Me Saying 4

2009-07-06T19:45:00.002+08:00

its again me saying time again.....

我不希望不能再在SPBT看到你们了.....
我不懂你们是为了什么？
我问你们...
你们说功课...
要骗人请想好一点的理由...
你们又说心死了...
你们又不说为什么心死了？
你们叫我不要问，因为你不想想为什么...

你们在逃避，凯俊说得对，为什么有那么多事，我们都不懂？

你们不敢说，有事拿出来一起决绝...不要一个人在孤单单吃肉骨头....
没有一样东西是不能决绝的...

请你们想清楚

See yourself before saying others

2009-07-05T21:06:00.002+08:00

I have a bad habit...when talking something..i will lose control and keep on talking...
Sometimes forgot everthing....my heart will beat faster..and slowly getting louder...
haha..sometimes just get too excited...

So....keep quiet lo~

L.o.V.E. of soilder

2009-07-04T00:26:00.004+08:00

"She is inside castle...
I am a solider outside with a small gun....

Even I use up my last breath....
Even I use up every single thing in my life...
Maybe I will never reach her....

Even I jump as high as possible...
Even I dig holes as deep as possible..
Maybe I will never reach her....

Even I have a Pegasus that can fly...
Even I have teleportation ability...
Maybe I will never reach her....

I dont know when will i reach inside.....but one day i will

But..
seeing her would be like seeing snow in the warm suns of summer

I once called her an Ice Queen
A girl with a cold ice soul
A girl that will never react with you...
A girl that will not care for you
A girl without love
A girl that will only appear in yor dreams

MAYBE
using the passion of love...
using the warmness of love..
Maybe the ice will melt...
Even it may take a million years..."

Thats a story of a solider waiting outside of a castle,
waiting for the castle doors to be raise..
waiting to see a shadow of someone....
the girl he loves...
he waits
waiting for one day...
he's love will melt the girls heart
Even if he needs to wait for a million yearsss

He waited A MILLION years...
finally the heart melts...
but its already too late...
the solider has died 999,00 years ago...
what is left is his LOVE...for the girl he loved forever....

~~Sorry

2009-07-02T20:42:00.002+08:00

I know i push you a bit over the limit..

I know you are angry at me...

I know you are still cursing me...

I know you are fire up and want to burn my house down...

I know you are going to run up me and kill me with a M16 if you have one....

I know that you think i am sexually harassing your future girl friend

I know that you won't forgive me so easily

I know if you got a knife, you want to slice me in half and BBQ outside your house

I know if you have a car you will use it and hit me....

I know if you got killing pills, you will put in the water to kill me

I know if you are dieing, the last thing you are going to do is kill me

I know that you are like a samurai on fire that wants his revenge

I know if you are "Optimus" in Transformer you will probably use the two swords to kill me

I know if you are "Jack" in 24, you are going to torture me to dead

I know after saying all these nonsense you are still mad

I know you is still upset about me....

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Its my fault, and i'm sorry.....really...
I know i play too much of it.....
And i only want to say "sorry"
And i make things worst with playing with the pin codes
And i hope you are still not so angry...

Sorry

p/s..you phone...need PUK no.....if you dont have, i'll help you call customer service...sorry

XP

2009-07-01T16:13:00.001+08:00

I dont know the post below is right or wrong...
if wrong..TELL ME

To a blog that i wish to not NAME

2009-07-01T14:56:00.007+08:00

Because I AM YOUR FRIEND...I AM GOING TO WRITE THIS
This post will make a lot people mad...but hope you can see the truth
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To you:
在这个世界上有一种小鸟从一生出来就没有脚的，
它们一直飞一直飞，一生鸟中只会有一次停留下来，

You disagree with the result...I just know....
you want to be a leader....I just know.....
But.....no other people know it....

You hate them, because you think you are more qualified then they are..
You say they are silly useless people and you deserve more then them...
You say that the organization will " lam"....because of the new AJKs

You say you always want to be the leader....but...if i don't know
what makes you think other people will know??
I know you say before that you want to be the leader..
You keep telling other people that you want, but what other think, is that you are joking...really

NOBODY take YOUR WORDS of BEING THE LEADER SERIOUSLY
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From my point of view,The reason you hate them make me think that it is all personal revenge...
I know your issues with other AJKs.... I don't know your story, but from the second person and third person view,

they say you lack of teamwork and responsibility....
Say things and last person to show up....
They say you LCLY, they say you 串.......
People just won't believe you anymore...

And you hate them because you think because the problem is them.....

As a friend
I don't know what to think and what to believe.....
I don't want to lose a friend
I don't want to lost another member with skills...
I don't know what are you planing for JULY.....
But, really....are you hating that much people...

"Hating someone only makes you unhappy"

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I know you have the skills to be a leader, everyone want to be a leader...
Some say they don't want to be the leader but deep down in their hearts they want....
I know he(the one that become the pengerusi) say

" If i be the pengerusi, XXXX sure lam"

And from the blog.... you say this

"我最有把握的PENGERUSI。。。"

I know what the feeling is....
I tried it before...if don't know...go find the post i post at February
Politics is something different, not only see your ability but also STRATEGY
You have to make people believe your good....make people see you are good....make people think you are good

I KNOW YOU ARE GOOD, I BELIEVE YOU ARE A STRONG PLAYER....BUT A GROUP CAN ONLY HAVE A ONE LEADER

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Then you write this::::

柴八：“在SSSS里面除了AA AA之外，HAM BA LANG都是猪兜！！！"

I totally don't know what you are thinking...if i didnt remember wrong
we nearly kick the X-pengerusi down before....And i remember you sokong the kicking...

She isn't perfect, and i dont think she do the best...she can be better....

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BUT...I CAN PROMISE YOU.....I WILL TRY MY BEST TO MAKE THE SOCIETY SHINE
mark my words
I DONT WANT TO LOSE YOU......I NEED EVERY HELP I CAN GET...REALLY

to you:::

虽然那次就是它们死的那次，
但活过本来就是一种幸福

Thank you for supporting me....believe in yourself...if has the will nothing is IMPOSSIBLE

Transformer

2009-06-28T21:17:00.002+08:00

they say better then others but....
I am very disappointed really...hope too much
People say the 2 movie is better then the first...i just cant feel it...

I am going to list it down.....
Pros :

Excellent CGs..motion and slow cams
More Machines then ever (40++)
Great Sound Effect

Cons :

Bad Military scenes
IMBA machines
Cannot make a "bond" with the characters
Too much action scenes and too much machines
Guessable Plot

----------------------------------Cons Explanations---------------------------------

Bad military scenes
ok, in movie they say they have the best weapons...
they can show more advance weapons like F-22s, Black hawks........
When got a silly commander then only send in a small armored squad(not even got a division) with only got 3 long range artillery tanks and 40-60 mans.....
Then dropping 2000 pound of bombs so near to the friendly
They got Ships in that area why the hell they don't fire ship cannons....
No gunships...AC-130 show in the first movie never shown in the second.....
The final battle the deceptercons only attack from 1 side...really why they cant go from other sides and attack, those are standard military tactics.....

IMBA machines
The autobots like super strong, 1 can solo 3 deceptercons. Optimus can that is ok, but even bumbulbee can solo 2.....really la...even the twins can some how survive the desolator.... really..
The deceptercons like die very quickly....2-3 shots and they are on the ground....

No bonding....
Really, cannot feel any bond with the movie, like just watching a action movie, fight, fight,fight...
The plot do not exploit the issues of the character, they only focus on the battle and reason behind it. It makes the movie like it was made to be a sequel so that it can let Hollywood get more money...

Too much action scenes..and machines
The filem start with one and ends with one....the movie just keep on fighting, fighting,and fighting... and then machines are so much that i cannot remember most of them... really less machines maybe better for the film

Guessable Plot....
I can see how the plot will fold out, what will happen after this, he died but can revive, those things that are going to happen.....and no ONE DIES IN THE MOVIE...why cant someone dies...
like the whole film...happy ending( in the first one, one of the autobots was split into half)

Conclusion :
well, thanks to too much warfare games, like a disappointed in their tactics....
The movie is great in general, it can make your heart jump in someplaces...
I was a hoping too much, and so was the disappointment...
Hoping too much..
It is great movie and its worth it la (20a~~~)

The Freedom of Speech

2009-06-27T16:20:00.003+08:00

The Universal Declaration of Human Rights

Article 19.

Everyone has the right to freedom of opinion and expression; this right includes freedom to hold opinions without interference and to seek, receive and impart information and ideas through any media and regardless of frontiers.

Full articles : The Universal Declaration of Human Rights

I believe in freedom of speech and opinion...
We live in a Freeworld...
We have the right to speak and give out our opinion...
Even thought the declaration is not a LAW...
But...its a idea..for a Freedom world...

Suddenly thinking of writing this is because one of my friend was scared of writing things on the blog...scare people will be angry, maybe its Me o.O..
I don't know, but hoping that small article can give some inspiration......

Naib Pengerusi

2009-06-26T21:12:00.002+08:00

....Original Aim for Pengerusi de..XP..but.

We live in a Democratic World....
We has to respect the decision of the members...

Naib Pengerusi....
Need to be thankful....
since this is final there is nothing we can do about it....
But.....At least better then nothing at all right? XD

To Those that vote me :
Thank you.....
Even without wining, i hope can do the best...

To Those who didnt vote me :
Thank you.... also
Life is full of twist and turns, we will never know the future....
And i will prove, i worth the job....

Let the REVOLUTION begin........

p/s : after thinking, I am quiet happy with the results

SPBT AGM

2009-06-26T20:51:00.003+08:00

AJK SPBT 2009/10

----Core AJKs--------
Pengerusi : Ng Kai Jun
Naib Pengerusi : Tan Xiang Zhi
Setiausaha : Liow See Ming
Pen. Setiausaha :
Bendehari : Tham Kah Yin
Ketua Disiplin : Yee Mun Chun
Ketua Bilik : Tan Poh Siam*
Ketua Papan Kenyataan : Choong Mei Teng*
Ketua Aktiviti :Chan Jun Fei
Ketua Sesi Petang :
Pen. Ketua Sesi Petang :
Wakil Tingkatan 5 :
Wakil Tingkatan 4 : Tai Jia Torng
Wakil Tingkatan 3 : Ng Zhi Hui*

**Not Sure Spelling

Lab 2 today XP

Great power comes great responsibility

2009-06-25T23:16:00.002+08:00

Revolution is always needed to continue...

We need to change...To survive....

We need to know..... To succeed....

We need to change.......

We need to believe in change...

We need to be ready for change..

America has change..why not us.........

I believe i can lead this change.....

All comes to this.........................................................

"Great power comes great responsibility....."

this is one of the most popular phase in movies..
peter parker's grandfather told him before he dies...
everyone knows the meaning of the phase...
I think i know, before i truly understand it....
1/2 prince, a nice Chinese fiction that i read during the school holidays.
Finish it, in three days....
A story of a normal girl accomplish a dream...of power..and..was tired by the responsibility comes with it.
Really...I lack that sense of responsibility...
Looking back, i really isn't responsible to everyone, including myself. Doing silly decision, Saying silly things..I really sucks...

But I want a chance, people don't like chances, but i hope i have a chance....
A post that i want, even people will say a lot, gossip a lot if it came truth...
I want to make a different...
I believe in myself i can do it...
I want to do it....
But, do i have the chance?

We live in a Democratic world...
We choose our leaders...
If you like him you choose him....
I dont know what will be the result...
I know deep down in my heart...
I know the odds are not good...
They are better people then me in this race..
A race for a post...
That will be held...

Everything comes with a cost, i know i can pay the cost everyone can..
Everything comes with a responsibility, i know even if i die i also can handle it...

Why i want the post you may ask??
Why?????

Because

Revolution is always needed to continue...

We need to change...To survive....

We need to know..... To succeed....

We need to change.......

We need to believe in change...

We need to be ready for change..

America has change..why not us.........

I believe i can lead this change.....

I not hoping this post can lead people to vote for me...
I choose this time to post is to hope that...my hearts deepest desire can have a breath of fresh air...
I know my odds is not good....

I CAN ONLY HOPEEE

Back online.....

2009-06-23T22:54:00.001+08:00

Dont know why today suddenly got mode write blog le...haha
change the header...
the header..use half an hour to finish...
ORIGINAL...
this is 100% made by myself...
simple but elegant...
hope you will like it...haha...
the arrangement got a bit change....
still need make a background only...

Small adjustments

2009-06-23T21:41:00.001+08:00

long time no blogging le...XP
happen a lot in my life recently....
but too lazy to type things....
well....now free..le...want change somethings in the blog...haha...
please wait for me..

Do level so important?

2009-06-05T17:35:00.002+08:00

really...do higher level mean better?
Its just a game....

Its just a game, fun is more important....
why keep laughing other people,
i choose English version and you all still laugh...
really its my choose and i will not regret it...

A Holiday that is packed like not a holiday....

2009-05-30T21:55:00.002+08:00

Really holiday should be free and easy, why am i feeling stress?
So, my whole holiday is packed, fully booked and really, a lot of things to do.....

31/5-
A meeting in the morning..

1/6-
zhe wu say need to go to school wo~

2/6-
Again go school....
*Don't know want to go to southcity or not...got media conference

3/6-
Go sing K with people plus go see movie

4/6-
Go find people play basketballl

5/6-
Rest day

6/6-
Serdang Buddhist Children Camp Day-1

7/7-
Serdang Buddhist Children Camp Day-2

8/8-
Serdang Buddhist Children Camp Day-3

9/8-
Rest Day

10/8-
Rest Day

11/8-
Go Penang Day-1

12/8-
Penang Day-2

13/8-
Penang Day-3

14/8-
Already end of holiday...TT

PLANTS VS ZOMBIE

2009-05-18T22:09:00.003+08:00

even though its exam season, but to all this is really one of the best games of the year!!!!!!

just 50 mb in size this game offer you nearly a lot of gaming hours and countless reply value REALLY....

ok, its a simply one line tower defense but really you will keep on playing...

the PICTURE are cute, really cute, some are even rendered 3D....50 plants and most looking in normal pixels are CUTE....there are cactus, mushroom and blah~blah~blah~
it does not use alot of graphic power, normal comercial computer can play it without problems
the only problem is look blur on full screen( don't use full screen if you can't handle it)

the SOUND is good. Hearing during the game making you feel GOOOD~~~. The zombies also have enter sound, each different and sound cool for some. The ENdding song is the best. You have to play 60 levels to reach it lo....Try it and listen.

the GAMEPLAY is simple. Tower defense on a single line bases. You are the owner of a house and the zombies are coming to get your tasty brain. the only thing between you are the zombies are your cute little plants.....You buy plants by collecting suns which can be get when they drop or planting sunflowers (they create it)...
there are 50 differents plants. 40 types of zombies. AND ToTALLY of 60 levels.
Each plant and zombie has his weakness and strong spot.
different stratergy resulting in different types of result......

the REPLY value, well finish the main advanture in 6 hours....but you will sure to play the second round around.....my sister play like 24 hours already and still can't breake some levels....
really you can't play it during exam seasonss.

the STORY....nothing just keep your brain in your head......

You really got the try it, this maybe one of the best game in 2009....
simple but fun and smalll(50mb only)....

A small demo of the game.....haha.....

Insane Afternoon

2009-05-15T20:49:00.002+08:00

today morning, jia kee ask me can company her to see people or not this afternoon....
see who.... at where...that's where it get interesting....haha...
1.15pm at KFC, Seri Kembangan..
meet who?
meet Sin Chew Daily's Guy for jia kee's dancing competition
really insane jor...haha

so, after school, jia kee go home to change cloths first...
I stay at school and wait for someone to drive me to KFC.....
after finding some people....
finally got people want to drive me there. XP

he drop me at the MCA building and i run abit la....a bit anxious...
then before enter KFC, saw 3 people wearing office wear in front of me...
2 man one woman....
the feeling tell me....they are the people...
so...i went in, went up, and
YES..... i didn't guess wrong..
they are indeed those people...haha....
they even belanjar us orange juice..wakakaka
mostly the talk is by the woman..
from the wear, can see out she is the highest ranking one.
we talked and they even give us their business card...
Business Promotion Division..General Manager....
WOOO~~~

really insane lo~
haha...
they were nice, and they call me "Xiao Di" haha
so, they understand the competition and we hope they can give media support.
Normally, people have to meet them at Sin Chew HQ,
but they was impress them we are all just students..haha
they can't give financial support but using thier brand, haha....really good already..
so, they will reply on monday...haha
we ended it at 2pm

so, so nice, sue teng drive me back to school..haha
even though she isn't there
and when back is 2.15 already...

Conclusion
really a nice experience, first time a business meeting...
and boost a bit of my confident

: )

A unforgetable birthday

2009-05-14T21:17:00.002+08:00

why unforgettable? first it isn't my birthday.....Ah tay and shing yun one....haha...
well, our class bought 2 cakes, yes 2!!! total up to 1.5kg...
and during recess we celebrate la,
we get the cakes from the canteen and bring to lab 4....
and haha....mostly guys la~ from all daisi lo...

the cake one cheese one chocolate....quite much lo~cheese and chocolate

then we light the candle and sing the birthday song...
it was so GREAT and suddenly....

BANNNGG.....

mr.Ragbhir(dont know spell right or not) come in....

we all get away form the cake, like natural reflects...
he walk to the cake and start to scold us...
saying ...
cant celebrate in the school la
cannot bring cake la..
blah~blah~blah~

then he want to see the class teacher...
think back....why he want to see the class teacher..we celebrate has nothing do with her de wo...
haha....
so have to see the teachers and ask teacher to help us..XP...
she company us to see raghbir and blah~blah~blah~
then finally we only can take back the cake after school....
haizz....

isnt it unforgettable?

but why cannot we celebrate in school, we won't be like children by throwing cream everywhere...
why can't we celebrate for our friends?

Basket Ball~

2009-05-11T17:59:00.002+08:00

Basket ball....was talking about it today....
then Soh say,
actually, you got a lot of friends that play basketball.
Hear him say like that~, really a lot...
But sometimes its FAITH....
If you never meet people that play basketball, most likely you won't involve in this kind of sports.
that faith, chances lo~.....
THATS THATS la.......
i want to try, i want to give myself a chance..but my face very thin one,
I am not so good at handling critics, but i will try and start slowly haha~
Hope i can do it...

tell soh holiday go to his house play jor~ haizzzz

Sorry~~~

2009-05-07T21:16:00.002+08:00

.....make mei khee angry today...Soli ah~

why make her angry? all because the pinang trip...
So, what happen....

So, today we meet the students that want to go to pinang....A LOT...
we didn't expect so much, then we let them write their names down and tell them if got place then add them...
Mei khee was writing the names of her and wai ling and another 4 FORM 5 BOYS which was not there, then they say they will go the...after they write, it reach 40 and enough people le....

But, there was a small problem, I telled wu to reserve 5 place and he didn't....
so, i got 2 more people in my hands that wanted to go but lack of place....

so, i say cut the 4 form 5's....then mei khee say if they don't go, she don't go.....
but, not only 2 people le, there are also another 2 which tell jor thier parents they go le...
Mei Khee was angry from her eyes, i still remember her face...redish and her eyes looks like going to cry.
She then walk away with wei ling and soh....

I know she is angry of me le....
but in the end we still cutted the form5's .....
WHY?
1) they was not at the kantin when we register the names....
2) First come, first serve bases....there were people before them....
3)We don't know them...

the only reason they were on the list because it was write by mei khee and if not, they most likely kicked out....

But.....Still sorry to mei khee,
I understand her pain and really SOLI~

SORRY-SORRY-SORRY-SORRY-SORRY-SORRY-SORRY-SORRY-

Reviews:: Window 7 RC

2009-05-06T21:42:00.005+08:00

Windows 7, the long waiting predecessor of windows vista....

well, why i write this one? just for fun....
I remember when Red Alert 3 was out, i tried to write a review for Gamefaqs.com...
they didn't accept it, because the review has too much grammar mistake...T.T
Bad memory....

Ok? what so good about Windows 7?

Requirement
first because the microsoft guys say that most computer even those using pentium 4 can run it, as long you have more then 1Ghz procceser???
Never tried it before, but zhewu say can wo.... O.o

Interface
1) Gadgets
yes since vista there where so called desktop gadgets on the side views...people keep saying that it use up a lot of memory and so damn fixed....
now, you can move it everywhere...haha
see....so much clocks....

2)Taskbar
(for those who don't know, taskbar is the thing on the bottom)
yes now, you can pin things on it, and just one click you can open anything with just 1 click...
beside that, when your mouse go over a program there...a small window will come out...showing the thing you are doing, even movies are shown....

3)Aero view...
remember the view of blur in windows vista....its still here, but improved...
something called Aero peak, can make everything disappear...and show the window you are using...(Alt + Tab)
then there is this Aero shake, one shake, other windows auto minimizes...
see the a bit blur ones? aero pink after using( cant take screenshot when using)

Add-ons
1) Windows Media Player 12
the new version.....support more video formats then never before( Xvid, Dvid supported)
nothing special...but the toolbar in WMP 11, is gone...

2) Internet Explorer 8
another new version, never use before....
prefer FireFox 3....

Action Center
the new name for windows security center...still the same, monitors the security and maintains of the computer....

Those are the most basic improvements...other professional topics not going to touch lo....

Its still in beta making it quite laggy and buggy....
but it performs well on my system
but its quite promising....the final version maybe can save windows from the vista crisis....

Did I Changed?

2009-05-06T20:58:00.003+08:00

People change a lot....So do I?

Change to what?
1) Lazy ( online like 5 hours jor)
2) Say a lot of dirty words( Dxxx, Fxxx, so thing like that)
3) No intrest in study....
4) Do a lot of bad things...

Most important....

5) Who I AM?

I want to change..but the greed in my heart just keep coming out....
haizz..don't know need to do what aa~~~~

Boring....

2009-05-04T23:07:00.002+08:00

I want to write something..but my mind is blank..zero..empty..nothing...
Exam is near and i'm doing nothing, everyday sitting in front of the computer.....
doing nothing...nothing at all....haizz
and...don't know it is my nerve or what....
and unknown feeling la....
haha.....

really boring

Up and ready??

2009-04-30T22:48:00.002+08:00

havent see the pameran yet....try seeing these.....hope you like it
1) Video PRS

2)Anti-rokok

3)Kerjaya

Yes.....finally finsh it....

2009-04-30T20:53:00.002+08:00

haha.... 3 weeks ago, fai yao ask me can help him do something or not, i actually silly accepted it...
haha....
After 3 week nearly 4 days didnt sleep well( stay up to 2am)...it was done...

Even, it didn't reach professional standard, but people say its was "Ok"...then ok le la..haha
haha....

well it was..
the video for the PRS pameran..haha....
well, wanted to put on web....really la....
so...now putting on web, hope be nice lo

no meaning 2....

2009-04-28T21:17:00.000+08:00

just now....my sis now say is title wo...that has no meaning....
I remember she say the things inside not the title....

zzzzzzz.............

....no meaning??

2009-04-28T21:05:00.001+08:00

just know my sis say...all my thing that i write...no meaning and...she dont understand....

zzzz.....

really ? no meaning at all?

I have a DrEaM (1)

2009-04-26T16:34:00.002+08:00

a new series beside the "me saying " 1.....haha..........

I had a dream...
a beautiful dream....
haha....

I like imagine things, think things that are impossible...
lay on bed, thinking , thinking, thinking, think alot but never do anything ( i think i have say this before)

things that i hope will happen.....but actions are never taken....

I dream of going around the world, seeing the world.....
I love sight-seeing...

going to USA, seeing the statue of liberty..
going to Nepal to climb the world highest mountain
going to Peru to see forgotten city
going to India, taj mahal and India rich cultures,
going to Switzerland, geneva and the chocolates
going to Venice to see the city on water
going to monte carlo to see a rich city..
going to England to see the palace, river, Stones...
going to Paris to see "Monalisa", paris tower....
going to Rome to see Colosseum, Pisa tower.......
going to Greece to see the Ancient buildings...
going to Hawaii to see the girls and culture....
going to Brazil to see the jesus statue and the beaches....
going to China to see the great wall, hills and river....
going to Australia to see the coral reefs, kangaroo.....
going to Egypt to see Pyramids....
going to Bermuda to see the beaches and islands.....
going to Japan to see the Japanese culture......
going to South America for the amazon....
going to Hong Kong for those theme parks and sight seeing
going to Taiwan to see movie star....
going to Mexico to see Maya

that is 1 long list...haha
I like to play and visit place that i never be before..
indeed, the world is a big place....
haha...but a lot of money is needed...haha....
That it is way it call a dream....

YYY

2009-04-24T21:42:00.002+08:00

YYY not equal to why why why...NO...

YYY
is a girl...
a cute girl....
a pretty girl...
a smart girl..

First...
just want to say sorry lo,
scared you to much...
stealing your picture....
saying a lot of things...
jumping into pusat sumber and scared you...
saying "i like you" like a million times to you...
Sorry a~

haha......

Second...
I really like you, in a way of friend...
you're cute...i mean it...
you're a bit silly, sorry a...
haha...i really mean it...
I really like you...MUAK....haha...(in a way of friend)

SO....sorry a....haha

Me saying 3

2009-04-24T21:08:00.004+08:00

me saying again le la....
ok...
er.....guys like to get pretty girls hp no. because they are cute or pretty, its that simple...
then... guys will want to be together....then a couple is formed..
BuT....
Really, love is just because your handsome and shes pretty?
guys always flash their eyes when see beautiful girls....
and want those pretty girls to be his GF....
but can they be together forever?
not likely...

And people are amazing things..
Hormones in our body sometimes can effect our judgment on someone...
I once read a report about hormones effecting who we will like....
Hormones will make us think that that person is perfect but in reality isn't, and after the hormone effect goes away( 3months time). A lot of people will notice that they no longer love her.....

So...Do i like her or i love her or all this are a silly dream....
I need a reason...
a reason to love her....
a reason for myself...
why i like her?
why?

REASON I THINK OF
First... I do think she's pretty except for some minor problems.....
Second... I think that i only just want to find someone to be together...
Third....To show off, the fact that i have a GF....
Fourth....A interest in her lo.....
See....i don't know...is this even call love....

BUT.....
First.....Always thinking of seeing her...insane lo(but only when nothing to do)
Second....Get anxious when talking to her or seeing her...haha
Third....Always hope she will message me even i know its not her......
(ALL are standard signs of falling in love)

SO....I'm i in love?
Still no reason why love her...
OR...
Like movies says" I LOVE YOU BECAUSE I SIMPLY LOVE YOU"
.........
Beside all these they are other problems....
haha.... Even if i do love her...

First...I describe her like a kingdom of ice....that can't be break through...
Second...Cold...the queen of ice...
Third...I dont even sure he likes guys or not.....
Fourth....A lot of rivals...
Fifth.....I am just so normal.....

Should i commit it?
Or..
Do i love her...

Finally....can sleep le

2009-04-23T02:11:00.001+08:00

its 2am in the morning and i still up....not playing online game ok......

Finally finish the thing...haha....

hope it will be ok.....

ARRR......sleep le lo...
good night.....

Tired......

2009-04-22T20:53:00.000+08:00

busy doing a lot of thing and i am lazy a

always leave the thing to the end before doing it

XD haizz......

Photography + Photoshopping

2009-04-21T21:24:00.006+08:00

Today the school holding its MSSD Bola Tampar Competition, and gratz to both our school below 15 and 18 for wining...hehe...nothing to do to me lo...

and well, i notice i love photos...like the one .....perfect shot....like a moon la..haha...
this is 60% photography skill + 30 % photoshoping...
I only edit the background...see blu blu 1.... need to compare? see this......

see????
really with computer anything is possible......

haha....back to photography...
ok..so photography is all about timing and focus + settings....
yes...that if you are not using DSLR (Digital Single Lens Reflect) cameras

using DSLR is another story le....
just count the timing and input the settings(sports for sports, close up for people)
wala~ nice photo...a bit photoshop..... PERFECT....
haha.....

Windows 7 meltdown

2009-04-20T23:48:00.003+08:00

Windows 7 the successor to the famous vista....

got the beta version from zhewu 2 months ago and totally love it....hehe...
(build 7000, now downlonding 7077)

but, since 1 week ago, it started to slow down and crash a lot...
so...i reformat and....hehe

1st time:::::: started yesterday 2100-0100
it complete the install and can use.....but...damn it lo....
lag lag lag and a lot of problems.....

2nd time:::::: 1700-1830
Corrupted files....cant install completely.....

3nd time::::::: 1830-2000
The screen is BLUE COLOUR 1....what the helll....
the install is complete the screen is blue colour....silly?

4th time::::::2000-2100
stuck in installing phase again...thanks to corrupted files
this is a fresh copy of windows 7, still crash.....

5th time:::::::2100-2200
Crash in the opening screen again.....also freash copy....
got frustrated and use xp again..and....

XP::::::::2200->>>>>.
its still ok untill now la, and....no chinese...
the cd also abit rosak 1.....
cant see chinese..just see alot of bracked bracked.....
i think 2 weeks sure crash 1.....haizzz

in front of computer 9 hours.....

p/s just found out my com can run 64-bit...but my father...hiazzz dont know a

Communication Difficulty

2009-04-18T11:19:00.001+08:00

the title explain all.....

I don't know why, but recently i face some problem when talking to one of my friend....
I don't know what to say, and feeling want to punch him when his saying somethings that offended me lo.....
So, i just keep a distance between me and him for some times and hope things to go away...HOpe la...

then.....another one, i damn starting to run out of things to talk about...really, what can ask already finish asked.......dont know what to ask already la....HAIZZZZZZZ

silly Wu......

2009-04-14T23:32:00.003+08:00

that zhewu keep kacau me one....tell me don't kacau his XXX(someone la)......
who is this XXX? can't say please, if say jor, no need put XXX la.....

so?he keep saying i want to "chase" her......
and i think he jealous XP......really lo, he because he can't find one...haha.. XD
he even send a sms to me calling me to not kacao her.....XP

XXXXXXXXXXXX........now very serious le.......XXXXXXX

I believe everything is possible if you want to do it.....
She is a queen in a castle made of ice, which is in the damn freezing north pole which is cold......
People say its impossible, and i myself also thing so...

But, got people say me got chance one......
I notice i care her but still questioning myself...is this love or just want to "chuan" other people....
I don't know......

But, now i can say this...a promise.....

I WILL NOT COMMINT MYSELF TO ANYONE IF I CANT GARENTY THAT I AM 100% SURE I LOVE HER

in other words(TO ZHEWU).....i not going to chase her for now, but the future? no one knows...

pure fighting~

2009-04-13T20:47:00.002+08:00

the news are full of report about the 5 vs 1 bully clip...at a "serdang" school.....
SMK Seri Kembangan,Serdang.....since when our school become serdang....

A 2 minute clip( i also have 1 copy now) showing how 5 students kicking and punching a so called innocence student..that what chinese paper described as a WWE cage fight.....the parents of the victim report after 6 months no people has taken any action and want to see results...

now....every chinese paper has it....5 vs 1, is quite "normal" in our school, happens nearly every week, some even throw things..but....why is it becoming a major isu, because they were captured on tape....silly for them lo, want to fight, fight no taping ma.....hiazzz

now..sure no more peace in our school, maybe the police will come.....hiazzz

Links
GuangMing
Sin Chew

ME Saying 2

2009-04-12T20:44:00.004+08:00

lolx...part 2....

I starting to think i am getting the older.....
really lo, just a moment just form 1 now, form 4 jor, and i done nothing...haha
.....
really just sleep a lot?

saying a plan for years...
dream fantasy for years...
but still nothing
haha

Red Alert 3 :uprising

2009-04-09T22:02:00.002+08:00

yoyo...new game in the series.....

uprising...still playing it,
cant say anything, the game is soo damn hard...
a single mission eat up 1 hour.....haha

No home work le lo just game...haizz

I dont encourage people to buy this game, ok, most people i know don't play RTS(real time stratergy) games, and prefer DotA....

Sorry lo, i will always prefer RTSs.... XP

Busy-busy-busy

2009-04-06T18:10:00.002+08:00

Busy doing sidang work today....

But, still a lot of work still needed to do, 2 peka 1 folio 1 lisan 1 sivik....

But can skip all these for 2 days..haha..thanks to the sesi foto...

A bit nervous about tomorrow, hope things will go as planed, and please the rain won't come....haha

Today, talked to the representatives of club/persatuan/lembaga and soso...
Well, I think i slightly over do it, say too loud or a bit like order le lo...
Hope they don't mind..haha.....

Promise

2009-04-06T17:56:00.002+08:00

Things never go like what you planned....It always do....

I'm very weak....weak in both mental and spiritual.....
One blow can knock me off...

I regrade everything i do, and i always lie one, both myself and everyone else....
I'm just a shell...
A shell.... what is inside is a mystery, no one knows, not even me....
What in the hell can i accomplish?

I don't know... what I'm best of is making other people mad...thats all...

Thats why i say I'm fragile.... I can't accept failure, Even thought i show i can handle it, but deep down...my heart is broken..

Imagine my heart as a planet, one meteor can blow that planet into pieces....ONE meteor that what all it takes.....

Thats who I am.......

Me Saying 1

2009-04-04T23:52:00.003+08:00

A few days ago, me and few friends was saying who we did not like and soso...
we list quite a lot of it, ranging from nearly a lot of people and including me myself....

This was what he say:
"you know a, last year when i hear your name, i see you i really think you very 'Lin Si', but after knowing you, I feel you still OK"

....truth actually... I sometimes like to act a bit "cool" like those 007 1, cool....
haha....but i felt a bit sad when hear it, the back part is ok, and well, the ok is still ok.

Then, a another say:
"Xiang Zhi a~, i tell you are, XXXX say YXY hate you very much o"

Well, who this YXY, cant see, I'll get pukul if say one, XD
ok, i admit lo, i really offended YXY a lot, i even say her in front of her..haha

I don't know why just that, i really dissapointed of her, but its a history already..haha

Back to the point....

Thoese that don't know me say me LinSi....I sometimes want to know which part of me is so LinSi?
Which?

I should smile more, they say a smile can end a war? maybe smiling can help? who knows...

But, nobody is perfect... and i still feel a bit guilty of saying people behind thier back...XD

haha....Are I changing?

~XZ~

LOLX

2009-04-01T19:28:00.003+08:00

well, in the future, no more need for emails... why? because Gmail Autopilot is here....
Click to find out more, about this special product...XD

And CADIE, the worlds first so called

CONGNITIVE AUTOHEURISTIC DISTRIBUTED-INTELLIGENE ENTITY

....so what the hell is it?

Its a AI!!! LIKE TERMINATOR!!! I-robot!!! WALL-E

SHE IS A DAMN **** THINKING COMPUTER

haha........ she even got a blog and she loves PANDA!!

THe world is in danger, we will be dominated by COMPUTERS!!!

WAT THE FUC*!!!!!

Failure

2009-03-31T21:00:00.002+08:00

haha......I always love to critic other people say they 'never use mind','aggressive' ,'failure', 'childish' and a lot more of these......

But, maybe I'm not so mature after all... I been thinking a lot recently, every action i take, every word i say, every thought that went through my mind, I'm not so different from all those that I critic? I lousy at EVERYTHING....

I say failure and blame everything on other things, I have to wake up lo~ life is cruel....

I have to admit how bad and unperfect i am......

Do something for the WORLD!!! EARTH HOUR

2009-03-24T19:57:00.003+08:00

Well, this has been said for weeks now, and what is this?

A global event that GOING TO TAKE PLACE ON 28 MARCH....

Switch off your lights and show the world if we do it together, we can save the world....

A hour isn't very long only ma.... just go out see the stars, sure beautiful la~ XD

Maybe your parents won't agree, then help by decreasing the usage of electric...
use only one light is better the 3....haha

The World is in DANGER and you can do something about IT...XD

LINKS
home :http://www.earthhour.org.my
wiki : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Earth_Hour

Skiping School II

2009-03-24T09:49:00.002+08:00

zzz......at home again for the second day laio....

Why? fever + flu + sunburn...

My back hurt ok jor, my sound very "sexy" lo, and body hot hot one.....
The face like a snake that has it skin coming off, really, the face can see the old skin that want to come off....

The skin on my back don't know why haven't come off, and no sign at all!!!

They say need weeks to recover and if not done correctly, it will leave scars....

Imagine my face full of scars....wooo....not sexy lo.....

But, I feel a bit guilty already for skipping school, never skip 2 days in a row....XD

But, good news is i got more time to finsh my homework, gambateh!!!

Sunburn

2009-03-22T17:07:00.001+08:00

after a enjoyably trip to PD...

my back is burning...yes
A MASSIVE SUNBURN THAT START FROM THE NECK TO THE CENTER OF MY BACK...
in the water for 4 hours playing, really make my skin burn...
and another 2 hours today...

The skin is still red, and i can hardly move, the skin hurts after every single movement, and it HURTS.....

They say it need weeks to heal, and the beginning is painful, later also the skin will pill..
I dont feel like going to school tomorrow already....

HAIZZZ

Its just a GAME~~

2009-03-17T22:54:00.002+08:00

"u noob a?"
"Kill so much time, if i am u i leave lo"
"XXX really noob a?"

Got a bit fad up of these, contently hearing....

DoTa.....
Its just a online game...
I admit, this game need so pratice and that wat this holiday i want to do, train a bit here and there...
Have fun la....

But, thanks to thoses that contently saying I am a noob, well, i admit and i indeed need to do some homework la...

HAHA....

GG.....

2009-03-17T15:58:00.002+08:00

these days keep playing GG....

Why? Fun? or Revenge??XD

Dont know lo, keep get people say noob and leaver...

Hiazz, just dont have the confident to play lo?

Dont KNOW A...Haizz

GG....

2009-03-13T21:18:00.002+08:00

A lot of people are playing GG these day so, i install it and when i want to register a account the thing say my email has been used....

WHAT THE HELL?

I never register before and how the hell my email has been use before..
I try register using my other email and it work, and i notice there is NO NEED FOR EMAIL ACTIVATION.....

WHAT THE HELL?

Since when company start thinking: "Well, people are honest and they will give true statement..."
Well, i never see any website no need email activations...

So, i send a email to the support team? dont know they will send or not...

GG....TT

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
To: Support of Garena

Regretting the title, i was trying to register an account on this e-mail address and fail to successfully register..

The cause was that the e-mail has been used, but i have never register before and how it is possible it has been used? then i use one of my other old email address to register, it was successful and i notices a problem that is No email-activation is needed except for a little more benefit. Therefore anyone that know my email address can easily used my email account without the knowledge of me. This is a serious problem as from what i know, there isn't a single online game or service that don't need account activation. This maybe cause problem to use like me....

I hope the administration can help to solve this problem by checking the user that is using my email as his email, and ask the user to verify his email. I believe a restart of account or delete of account also possible. As I don't know who he is and what username he is using. I hope this problem can be solve as soon as possible to let me have a nice experience...

Best regards
Mr.Tan

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Restart

2009-03-08T19:44:00.005+08:00

2 days ago i juat notice a small connection between the handphone i use with my life, every single time i change a handphone, my life starts a new CHAPTER....

Don't know but see......please....

(W300 ERA)
It started with it, and ended with it....my first love... really...
She was 1 of the first people i sms with..when i first got my handphone...
And before my handphone break down...we split.....

I can't denied that, those are some happy days...
The feeling that other people care about you....
going trips together, calls that eat up a lot of money....
Her silly acts.... really silly for sometimes....

That was one of the glory times also, come with so much pride and achievement...
Sidang,St.john, result, love, camps and much much more....
happy days indeed..

But, those are history.....
Just memories that are happy....

(J120 ERA)
The darknest in my life......a darkspot...
Got the most unexpected, The most failure i have ever have in my life...

Start with.......
failure in love, No need to explains...
failure in chooses, For something else gave up a lot of chances....
failure in organizations, Aiyo, go see the last post la.....no mood to explain....
failure in study, First time fail in exam ( add.math. 27%), isn't that failure?
failure in family, decease of family members.... and problem with family
failure in friendship, got people say me too show off....got people say me too LCLY
failure in image, been catch up stage....
failure in mental statues, fill very down recently...

So, thats nearly everythings in just a short 3 months.....
A bit shocking to see all these.....

Then now is time to start again...
A new ERA, a chapter.....

Really....It already started......

John..ao...John

2009-03-04T18:49:00.002+08:00

I don't know, but my <> has pick up they hated me since last year haha.....

I always wonder why, why a lot of things other people get it but not me... since last August... yes just 3 months in the new post....

Maybe because the arguments i have with them...

It started with a file, i always want to fight for the same right for both leaders, why a leader can read files and vice can't.... Yes, we even brought up to the senior level....and i won? but i lose it in the future.... He(code as A after this) wanted to back to original, but time change and we have to go with it, if we dont change we will be eliminated by time itself.....

Then they hit me back, with an activity, I always has a heart for organizing that kind of activities, I wanted it since my second year in that organization......But, since it was oversee by A.... I wasn't the head, and no even a comity member....I never told anyone about it, and i was trying to decrease the tension of me with A.

I just keep quite about it, and play lo, i say i dont care and say relief because no need do work BUT those were lies that i told myself.... Since that day i know, my future is a bit dark....hehe......

Then, i confess that sometimes my family has problem with the timing of activites and therefore i can't go.... You may say i have no heart in this organization, no, but because of personal problems. Why activites must held on Sunday, we know sunday are family days, why you want to steal other peoples time with family? Why it has to be held at night? Are you all vampires that can only come out at night? sorry, I'am not.... Maybe you say trainer busy at day, fine...but you just limit a lot of people lo.....

Then, I am always the odd man out, somethings they just don't tell, school activites and so.... why, maybe you can say seniority problem, ok, but what differens me and you...

I know i didn't take part in the compertitions, i think giving chance to others are important and since i had taken part before, then give other the chance. You asked me a lot of times, but i stand my ground....and that was the turning point.....

That time i was a bit angry also because the appointment of peoples...the position of comand... haha.... i admit i'm not very good, but can train right? haha...but i'm ok with it..... and this only a small reason....

Then, camps... an camp organize by school. I know about it from another organization, and why she don't ask me? why? i also didn't ask? what the reason? Not 1 but 2..... haha.....if u asked me maybe i go jor.....

I sacrificed a lot of time, chances, money for this.... A chance for being heads of other organizations.... A lot of time stay back...... Money that can't get back?

But... that is past, i just can tidy up myself and stand up and go again lo....
This is my choose and i stay with it, I don't want poeple to feel sorry about me
haha......I still me isn't it?

FAIL

2009-03-03T15:55:00.001+08:00

haha....wonder why my maths can get 94 and my ****ing add. maths got a stunning 27.....

Yes, 27% for additional maths......still feel sad about it, but don't know why i "macam tidak peduli"

Maybe i should work harder next time, but i doubt i would.....

XD

Anger

2009-03-01T20:13:00.003+08:00

I recently found out, I actually hate a lot of people...

No hard feelings, but really there are quite a lot...

Dont want to say who, but why i hate them??

I remember i say I rarely hate anybody before, but i just proved myself, i hate a lot...!!!

So....who i hate?

PERSON 1 : Hate him because, he just too LCLY,one time he even "cari" me to fight..... really seeing him makes me angry, and he obviously hate me too.....
Hate Rate : 80%

PERSON 2 : Hete her because, she shout me :"girl, you......." not one time but a lot, then, he's words can make people hate her. Even she has seniority, and seems knowing herself doing what, she can't give any security to me...
Hate Rate : 80%

PERSON 3 : Hate her because, she just too bossy and princess like , can't say anything lo....
Hate Rate: 30%

.....cant think of any... just 3? well, seems i dont hate a lot people after all....

LOLX

2009-02-27T19:40:00.002+08:00

A decision has to be make...

They teach us, never think what you can get, but think what you can give.....
A lot of sense right? But people will NEVER BE SO GENEROUS....

Really, Do you think any human will give you 1000$ for no reason????

So... People say I'm no populur, some say me LCLY, some say me too strict.....
Aiyo.....

Fallen down, you sure will think, I done so much, sacrifice so much, spend so much. What i get?
Nothing? this is reality and its cruel........

Since last year, i know how my faith will be....

I foresee the future, and I saw it already...hehe....

Maybe i bad at cleaning shoes? hehe.... maybe.....

BUT THIS IS REALITY AND THERES NO RUNNING AWAY LE A?

So...Leave or dont Leave?

LolX Upgrade

2009-02-25T20:25:00.001+08:00

A small upgrade....hehe...change the banner...

Got comment? please say...XD

Fustrations

2009-02-23T20:10:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, live will throw a lot of challenge at you, some can face it, some just run away....
And I run away....

“The word 'happiness' would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness.”

by Carl Gustav Jung quotes

Somethings just come and go, leaving nothing behind and after it goes away.....nothing stay behind....

I did so much and sacrifice a lot, even they say, never expect any return but this time it push me to the limit....

I admit i expected somethings, but i just did not came....And I just a normal guy now.....

After thinking for ages, I don't blame anyone, anything, just can blame myself sad......

Really even though i tried to denied the truth but nothing i can do already....

People say, after falling down you have to stand up again...hehe....

I don't know, what i know is.....I still need to rest and think, think what this mean to me....

I still haven't an answer for this......

Apology

2009-02-20T20:10:00.002+08:00

Its funny how information run around our world and sometimes i change as it past from one mouth to another.

And the last story got some misleading information, that is what i heard and my interpretation and as i saw my point of view.

I understand there are some untrue information inside, therefor , I apologies if I offended anyone if its untrue, if its true then, sorry, that's the truth.

Sorry....

But, the truth can't be away right?

xX STATEMENT Xx

2009-02-18T21:56:00.002+08:00

I am not a LALA,
I am not those that like to own a motorcycle....
I am not be as romantic as some people that take her GF and shot fireworks for her......
I am not those that can go to holiday suddenly
I am not that kind of person that has a lot of money
I am not that kind of person who want to fight people before talking
I am not that kind of person that cheat other peoples feeling.
I am not that kind of person that will go out early and come back late....
I am not that kind that can go to anywhere without asking my parents....

A Fallen Angel

2009-02-18T21:20:00.004+08:00

I have a friend but I starting hate her....

She was a great friend but things changed.........

It all started when she meet a Guy, the guy change her life, she start to miss school, lied to her parents and her friend, she started to say other people things. In simple, she changed.

You maybe wonder what happen?let me tell you from my prospective.

She meet this guy last year, she always say that she won't like that kind of guy because of his attitude and behavior. She say it is impossible to be with him, but know, she is.

That guy was one of her friends X-boyfriend, her friend told her everything about her and their relationship, and trusted her. She use this opportunity to close their relationship with that guy....

And know they are together, a lot of her friends advices her not to accept this relationship but she wont listen at all, a lot of people know how bad he is, and hope she will change her mind, but it didn't.

They were together, and they just can't face her friends, they like to walk together but they just don't admit it. Yes that's their freedom BUT...listen what happen next.

Then, She was give a job and haven't done for a long time, one of her friend do it, but it was too late, the head scolded her... She tell her GUY and the GUY went and find that friend and scolded him for letting her been scolded. What the hell? yes the friend was even ask if he was doing it to impressed her. So, innocence.....

When she was supposed to attend a meeting, she didn't and give a lame reason and talk around the school with the GUY, and when people ask she just wont say...

then, one day she was staying back and suddenly say that her mother want her go home, so they let her, then she was spotted eating with the guy at a restaurant.... and one of friend saw it and call her and ask her, she stay or not, she say she at home already.... haha....then, the friend hear they say something bad about her another friend.

I just can't stand cheated by my friend,

I TRUSTED HER, AND THAT WAS WHAT I GET.CHEATED BY HER... I FELT REALLY SORRY FOR HER,FOR BEING SO BAD

How Much do you KNOW me?

2009-02-17T22:16:00.005+08:00

A small test....hope u know me, to know the answer highlight it, and it will appear....XD

1) What kind of OS system i using?
a . Window Vista
b. Window XP
c. Window 7

Answer : c ( cool thats it)

2) What is my favorite TV show?
a. Top Gear
b. CSI
c. 24

Answer :a (I always love it, even download every season of it)

3) If i have a lot of money what kind of car i will buy?
a. Porsche 911 Turbo GT3
b. Lamborghini Reventon
c. Nissan GTR

Answer : b ( 1.5 million 1, insane isnt it)

4) If i have only a bit money what kind of car i will buy?
a. Mitsubishi Lancer
b. Honda Civic
c. Produa MyVi SE

Answer : a ( Mitsubishi ROCKS)

5) What country i want to visit the most ?
a. Japan
b. United States of America
c. United Kingdom

Answer : a ( Japan.....japanese girls are cute XD)

6) Which of the following NOT my all time favorite movie?
a. Armageddon
b. Indepence Day
c. Transformer
d. Terminator

Answer : d (I just dont love it)

7) Which of the following NOT my prefer game?
a. Call of Duty 4
b. Red Alert 3
c. Crysis
d. Need For Speed

Answer : c ( i totally didnt enjoy it, dont knowwhy it was 2007 best?)

8) What kind of console i will buy....
a. PSP
b. Play station 3
c. NDS

Answer : C(I like its games)

9)Which is my most lover proformer?
a. Arvil Lavinge
b. Rihanna
c. Cascada
d. Linkin Park

Answer : c

10)Most favorite comic book?
a. Naruto
b. Bleach
c. 1/2 prince
d. Fairy Tail

Answer : c

ENDDDD

Nearly all wrong? i think most will get half right? post a comment after finish it? share you answers.....

DECEASED

2009-02-10T20:58:00.003+08:00

08/02/2009, a meaningful day to all Hindu>>Happy Thaipusam .... but a more meaningful for me, my beloved grandmother passed away...

dedicated this post to my beloved grandmother deceased on 08/02/2009, may she happy and god bless her, may live gracefully in the western lands.

I still remember that day, the day before my family and I went to visit her already, shes already ill badly and seems weak, but at night she was a bit better, I did think she will survive this, but things didn't go so well.

7.30am, I went up to prepare for Thaipusam duty, i didn't think anything will happen, 25 minutes later, my mother come down and i told me, don't go, because my grandmother is in critical state. I didn't go for the duty( Sorry for the sudden absence). And that was a decision i will never regard. The time we reach our "old house" its already 8.45am.

The moment i step in, the whole aurora around me change, i felt a heavy tension around me, i went in, and in the master bedroom, lays my grandmother, gracefully on the bed. I know we was too late. No pulse, No breathing, nothing, she has left us... I set there looking at her, the first 5 minutes nothing,

But later, I know she will never come back to us, my vision starting to become blur and I know i'm going to cry. First time, i ever cry for someone else then myself. a drop of tear flow down my face, i use my shirt and push it away. She has left us.... that its...

Following our chinese culture, the body must be kept for 3 days before buried or cremated. And the following 3 days, the relative show their last respect... such as staying up all night making paper money and retaining a fire that burns for 3 days.

10/02/2009, the funeral, she was cremated today morning in a crematory at Seremban. Even her body is no longer here, i believe she still with us. But, i hope she can go on, and live a better life in the after-life. But again, she will always be remembered. Always

I will always remember

dedicated this post to my beloved grandmother deceased on 08/02/2009, may she happy and god bless her, may live gracefully in the western lands.

RIMUP Chinese New Year

2009-01-23T20:40:00.003+08:00

LaoSheng that go very wrong XP

Today our school got a celebration for our Chinese New Year...Thanks to don't know who, i mysteriously got involve in a small drama... Really i'm not in Chinese Club, don't know who choosen me????
BUT....>>>>

It's worth it, the drama was a bit weird but ok la~ It was two people become 1, the person in front will show the face impressions and the one behind... the hands... and making at least 40 people involve in this drama, one of the biggest in school history (made up myself). The drama was a bit "COLD", which i mean no laugh points..... but asi'm a part of it, i give it 10/10...... haha cheating......

Other was like every year same thing, diabolo, koir, pancaragam(band), wushu... i remember last year also the same thing, hehe..... but koir is getting more and more active, so maybe one day our school will be famous for koir?.XD

And after the RIMUP, zhewu just keep going around taking photo of girls.... girls and still girls, good thing my camera is a bit rosak, if not.... the memory card will be full of girlsss.....XP

AND
HAPPY
CHINESE
~~~~~~NEW YEAR~~~~~

Internationl Cadet Camp 2008

2008-12-17T20:09:00.012+08:00

A 7days 6nights "boring" camp BUT it worth it.......

The camp is located at Pusat Latihan Khidmat Negara(PLKN) Templer, Rawang.
Organize by St.John Ambulans Malaysia State of Selangor conjunction with the 100th year celebration more then 900 campers from around Malaysia and 100 foreign campers from Hong Kong, Singapore, Zambia, New Zealand and Sri Langka.

DAY 1(10/12/08)
Reach PLKN and found out that the girls live in rooms and boys have to stay out in camps which will flood when rain believe me~. Why always girls can live in better condition then boys, we all same ma~. then eat lunch which we sat there till 4pm play a lot of games with division and saw some new Zealand people teaching i think wilayah people how to play games. Then the grouping which turn out to be 1 group more then 30 people and that is a lot!!! and elect a leader which to me IS USELESS, then dinner and at night is group perform their group cheers and....
and.....
and.....
ICE BREAKING.... really breaking ice What The F***
really every camp knows ice breaking is playing games and making every one know each and other and THEY bought ICE to break, really outrageous.........
they want us to melt the ice with out breaking it
IT IS 60 cm high and with a wide of 30 cm...... and how you are going to do it without breaking it?

Day 2(11/12/08)
The opening ceremony which keeps delay because the VIP is late, and she is just a WAKIL a lot of members keep fainting and she talking and she really don't know the feel to be under the sun at 12 noon..... then the first activity...
JUNGLE TRACKING which end up to be VingChun KungFu Show because it is raining.......
Ving Chun == Jet LEE......
and the guru keep saying how useless is takwondo and say in real life its useless....
Anyone want to say anything?
that night continue the group cheers and a silly game which we make a animal out of paper..
NICE game each group make one part and the results is FUNNY, haha but sadly no photos.....

I got night sheef and i went, 2 people pergroup and station outside girls room haha......2 hours and just chating.......

Day 3(12/12/08)
JUNGLE TRACKING..... yes the committee change it....
Before the jungle tracking and the leader say how dangerous it is and he don't want to go, and say it is life threatening and maybe die.... HE IS USELESS AND COWED
the jungle tracking like hell..
the road is muddy and slow, we wait near a river so other people need clime and long and muddy cliff and we waited for 2hours and telling us we can go up cause no time....

WTF......
we wait and shout the other people to be faster and plays games and know other people better, haha...
From james, they say the road is terrible and everyone fall at least once......
dont know didnt go up is good or bad?
Then AFTERNOON IS
RAFTING, it was great and a fresh experiace and fun... haha just keep padell

Then Night group performets, and.....our group...make a human primid.... 3 bottom and 2 on top and 1 on the top... with a small drama, it was nice to me... haha next time school can try...maths....
the leader he say he cant be a leader and hes state got problem so he cant help us plan it... what kind of leader he is????

After our turn we keep talking and i was imprest by the yue hua and thier training and system, maybe we can learn something?

DAY 4(13/12/08)
nothing special, try something call high rope nice activity, walking in the sky... nice.....
then performes at night also nothing special, but our performens was a bit cold and neally no respone from the audience thanks to dancing that wasn't great......

DAY 5(14/12/08)
National Review, at dataran merdeka....
leave PLKN at 7am. Leaving with 16 police motor opening road for 25 bus to reach dataran, haha the police escort was great no stop and seeing the people around us keep looking at the buss... haha
the national review is like area review but better and then is the CITY TOUR
City Tour is a tour around KL which is
1) Berjaya Times Square
eat there and nothing to see
2) Palace
nothing to see and just see the soilders....HAIZZ
3) Tugu Negara
it was raining and we just sat in the bus.....
4) KL Tower
who go to the tower and never go up????? WE NEVER GO UP!!!!
5) KLCC
SO near to pc fair and i didnt go because busy taking photo....

Camp Fire, which was actually is international performs that was boring.... and boring.....
they even invited people to start camp fire it was super formel so formol!!!!
the most boring camp fire, they have a music party after it but no mood lo....

Day 6(15/12/08)
Play games with people from other state and was fun and a first aid competition, haha....
And the closing ceremony, which i keluar baris because no feeling well and the doctor say fever at 38.5 degree... and give me 2 pill....and found out alot of people got food poisoning because the day 5 food got problem.....
At night is the gathering night and its same like camp fire....boring boring boring....

Day 7(16/12/08)
Last day, breaking camp, say good bye to friends and go home... haha....

The camp is free, you can sleep whole day and no one will say anything, really no discipline.....
BUT, knowing other people form other state to other country is good....
Hope can go again...if can....

Thank you to all group members GROUP GREEN 5

photo with just a few members haha at KLCC

p/s no will be in Malaysia for 4 days going to singapore, sorry haha

Decision... part 1

2008-12-09T22:57:00.003+08:00

Sometime looking in the past will make you wonder if you have done the right decision, should you not leave her and choose to continue?

What has happen stay happen, past is the past, you can't run away from it but is it right？

People love to say " there is no right nor wrong when comes to love" but i sometimes think have i done the wrong decision ? i hope i have a answer for my question....

I hope for miracles to happen but they won't, so i can't forever stay in the same spot i have to move on ? but should i? or the past is more beautiful? I don't know but i want to make up my mind?

But the most important thing is what i want? i hope i can find the answer somewhere in my heart and after camp(16th Dec) there will be an answer..

Hope after the camp i have an answer

International Cadet Camp St.John

2008-12-09T21:08:00.002+08:00

from tomorrow till 16th Dec i will not be home, got a camp is St.John's International Cadet Camp at Templer Park，Rawang.

7 days and i really not so happy to go, think of what you can do during the 7 days make you anger, why go in the first place, but, will I do any thing good if i don't go?? haizzz

So better i go, and maybe met some international friends, ya~
Hope i will love it.

p/s my phone will stay at home but its still open if sms or call me, still can but no one will reply.

Pinang Trip 1

2008-12-07T23:11:00.002+08:00

3 days at pinang haha, but nearly 1 day is just driving....

4 hours from KL to Pinang and it is painful, and very unlucky is the fact there is jams along the way.
but saw some great cars.... along and my sis keep shouting me dont keep looking because very time saw one i shout say it and they dont know what it is.....
Saw two Porsche GT3, lamborghini, Mitsubishi Evo.... and unkown audi car......
Nice cars but the price is even pretty, got a lot of 0's

Every year visiting penang never really appreciate the old building untilll....it is label as one of the world harritage site in the world by UNISCO haha......today zoom around georgetown and saw some old temples and houses but....most are old and unrepair and the penang goverment is going to need a lot of money to reserve it lo~

Pictures ya but need to retourch first before posted too lazy to upload... haizzz

the 14th day ..... keep going....and counting

What this blog mean to me???

2008-12-04T22:43:00.002+08:00

the blog for me is to talk out my feeling and leave record so i can see in the future....haha....

the reason behind the use of english, because it is easier to type, i not good at chinese and typing takes a lot of time for me....so english is my choice....and everybody can read it hehe...
starting reorganizing my blog

Hope everyone will like it

The 11th Day

2008-12-04T22:18:00.002+08:00

Finally the 11th day not doing it, so what i mean...hehe....secret hehe.....i takes a lot of things to make that bad habit to go away, even it makes no harm on me.....

Why i want to stop it...hehe...it just waste to much time a day and waste of energy...

So, the longest time ever i manage to stop doing it... so hip hip hooray..and its a day to remember, hoping manage myself to stop at least till afther ICC making it, 23 days....haha

Hope i can make it... :p

Teamwork or Hero?

2008-11-30T23:09:00.004+08:00

teamwork or hero?

Let me ask you, if you are in a game, to let your group to continue on the game to be the winner you need to sacrifice one of your members? As leader what will you do? As a member will you volunteer to sacrifice?

Teamwork is important in groups/teams but? what if one member is needed to sacrifice? he can be a hero and the team may win? but those this shows teamwork? maybe theirs a other way to solve it that sacrifice is unnecessarily what will you choose?

This is a moral and attic problem, some may say sacrifice is needed some may say teamwork is more important? its up to you to decide? Will you leave a member behind so your team can be victorious or find a other way around that may cause your teams victory?

For me it will always be "Leave No Men Behind"
the original meaning is that never leave a men behind even if he/she is dead or badly injured.
for me its never ever abandond a member behind because he is injured or any other thing?
I will stick to this code and I believe if i try take care other people they will take care of me. We take care of each other that is teamwork.

I rise this issue because the game i play during the training course, they say to train our bravery but i see as a teamwork training for me? Which one is more important, leaving the members behind or stick as a team and be a team?

It isn't the games or the AJK fault its the moral or ethic question and only you can answer it.
which 1 is better?

Sorry I Really Don't Agree

2008-11-30T22:33:00.002+08:00

Today the end of the training course, and its was 1 hell of experience, learn a lot but.....a lot of things i just can't agree on.

I just direct goto the point, no need to say a lot of rubbish.

why??? During the camp, we played a station game during night and it was all about bravery according to the AJK, the game was stop in the middle due to unknown reason that the AJK wouldn't say. And they say like there is something scared or unexplained thing happen?
***the game****
Its like a blind folding game and go around the school blind folded, and go through station along the way with other members.
i won't say how the station is played because its too complicated
the important thing is every station one member need to stay back if lose

And you know what the AJK say? he say that he will not say the reason and tell us not to talk or ask about it. But, WHY you can't tell, you may say that some ahli cant face it and its scary~.

Really if its really any unexplainable events happen during the course of the game, i don't want to stay overnight already, then for what reason the game must stop?

***Logic Explain******
1) Ahli don't follow the rules and go around alone without the company of AJK.
2)Simply they run out of supply to play game.(no alatan)
3)Run out of time
4)Order by Officer to stop the game
5)They just want to stop it
6)Got ahli is injured(not likely)

I believe there is spirit and i aware of their present in our lifes and world.
BUT i really don't think this is a acceptably to think it is because of them.

SO WHY YOU CANT TELL THE REASON?????? IF our life was treated why we can't know......
if you was so close to dieing do you want know? you dont want to tell if you think we are going to be scared then can you make sure we are safe for the whole night if really something like that happen? Can you? so this reason is completely out.....

the most angry part is i ask him and he say ""i say i will not say and i will not say anymore""
at least give a reason why we cant know, and let us decide we want to know or not, we are not children, we can make decision in our lives, let us decide YES or NO.
Sorry but i just dont agree with you

I dont know about the reason but i want to know but are we just lucky we still alive after this?

Holiday Plan.....

2008-11-21T20:59:00.002+08:00

.Ok....very...very long time no update ...BLEH~~~
I, am planing to redo the whole blog in the next few days and i have a plan for this holiday..yep
So, hope i can do all of it well

Things i want to do and I WILL...
1) Finsh Learing Python and Java and Ruby
2)Sort out MSN(done)
3)Sort out the blog(this 1)
4)Sort out my room
5)Get myself a computer
6)learn to swim if can
7)......for now

Finally BACK Online

2008-10-20T20:19:00.006+08:00

Yeye~~~ two weeks no online... finally is BACK...
still don't have computer just borrow my sis 1..... TT
........
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SO lonely nothing to do......
just change something first lo

WHY

2008-09-15T21:26:00.004+08:00

I am a Lover to PEACE AND I HATE VIOLENCE....
I don't know why People love to see other people fight?
Why they fight?
They want to show their power or muscles??
Why people want to fight?
A lot of people fight because of misunderstanding...
Why they just like using their fist more then their mouth??
After fighting, they talk..talk then its ok again....
>.< .So people fight then talk then ok???? .....I still don't support any way or force of violence, people has evolved has thoughts, why still use a way that are so barbaric?? PEACE MAN~~~~

LoLz

2008-09-11T16:14:00.000+08:00

LoL..... a lot of people don't know what it mean
Laugh Out Load....
Ya, a way of expressing the emotion of human with 3 word.. Genius isn't it...
But, today i just cant use it...
Today i was surfing and see who zhewu follow and i found this

""来到了第三项...
就是tarik tali了...
我们就被抽中跟kadet bomba比...
下到草场...
我们全部一齐喊...
pengawas pengawas pengawas!!!!
勇士们和我们这些拉拉队都精神起来...
我们一直喊pengawas gambateh!!!!
结果输了第一场...
change place....
再来第二场...
我们就喊...一拉一拉...
大家都给他们打气...
我们赢了!!!
最后还是输了...
没办法...
我们都受伤了...
对方是taekwondo...
太强了...
没关系拉...
本来要跟乌龟st john争的...
结果他们不肯...
讨厌...""

It was dated on 18 August 2008, by a pengawas, i don't know who but....
IT IS AN INSULT!!!!!!!!!
Yes, so she think that pengawas is so cool and because other people refuse to play...
She say they are Turtles..
........................
Yaya...she has the right to speak freely so am i.
IT WAS A FAIR FIGHT, WE FOLLOW THE RULES AND THEY JUST WANT SOME EXTRA MARKS.......
ORIGINAL PLAN WAS TO HAVE 2 3TH PLACE THEY WANT TO GET MORE MARKS TO WIN... BUT EVEN IF YOU WIN IT, DO YOU REALLY THINK YOU CAN STILL WIN.....
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Yes thanks to that blog, i have a very unpleasant afternoon....all because of it......
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REALLY ANGRY....
Dont want to write anymore

Moral Valuessss

2008-09-04T20:28:00.002+08:00

Ok... I been feeling guilty for the whole day already....
Today when i was still at school during the afternoon session....
I saw some girls in front of the kooperasi, they were there blocking the "traffic".
Why?
Because they drop 40 sen on the ground and wait for people to stop so that they can pick it up...
But people just keep going thought and some even step on it( including me lo~). After i past them, i stop and look at one of the girl who bend down to pick it up.

I FELT GUILTY.

Why i didn't stop?
Why i didn't help them pick it up?
Why i ignore their present?
Why i didn't do what we all know is right?
....
THEN,
I heard people talking their stupid because of their action, "40 sens only ma~~ why block everyones road...."

After seeing that, i started to think....where are our moral values. Parents, books, teachers, etc always teach us to be good people, we have moral class and give us lessons about moral.... but why people don't change but become worst?
We can't denial that people change because of the environment, people change to adept to the social( forgot what"masyarakat" in English).
But,
some basic moral values shouldn't be forget, helping each other, caring other people.
But,
a lot of people just forget about them.
We have to think again what is right to do what is wrong something even you will be hated by people because doing the right thing, you should be proud of doing it. Because other people are coward because scared of been hated.

I really want to reveal mistake or crime that was committed by others, but sometimes, there will be alot of things blocking it, safety, friendship, love and much much more.

Do justice really don't exist in our school????

Why it has to be like that?

2008-08-31T20:23:00.003+08:00

Why is the question in my head the whole day..
Why we have to follow a system that was created a long time ago, why we have to stick to something that is wrong but it is part of the system.
When you know how pointless that action is you still have to follow it because it is in the system!!!
Some rules has been there for ages, there have meaning for their existents.
File is where we store data, meeting records and classified data.
But, why can only the head and the secretary can see it, but why can't the vice head see it?
WHY..
Its like telling the vice headmaster, you can't see the school files because you are not the head!!!
What the Fuck is this....
I don't see the point of that rule....
I don't understand it, WHY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I want to change it but someone say IT IS THE DAMN FUCKING SYSTEM
He say if the system change things will go wrong.....
Nothing is perfect that way its need to change to be nearer to perfection,
There is never a system that is perfect.
If you can name one, i call you god.
CHANGE IS IRREVERSIBLE
Like what obama say, ITS TIME TO CHANGE
change something maybe costing things to go wrong but long term effects are good, don't see so near. Think long terms effect
IT HAS TO BE CHANGE

Sick...

2008-08-25T16:17:00.001+08:00

Feel very ill..head keep spicannning....GOD SAVE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok.....after this i think i go sleep, may feel better...anyway...
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz........
Boring day in a boring school, today just keep on talking, mei khee cut a very silly hair( sorry, but i really cant resist in laughing at her) the hair...
is like a box on a head... hope she dont look at this or i will be killed....
I just keep laughing at her, she also know it look weird..
AND NOW....payback
damn headache...
cant focus on what to write, jut thinking of drinking soya..
SOYA????.....ya, soya

THINK OF A ICE COOL SOYA DRINK REFREASHING>>>>>>
Stop here and for my soya break........

I am GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-08-22T22:58:00.000+08:00

Yes i am god!!!! obey me.....
ok....i want to shout it:
I AM GOD OF MY LIFE I DONT WANT PEOPLE TO CONTROL ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok...a bit better....haha
today loose mood, yesterday scold by people and very unhappy..
i know his intentions is right but i dont think the way is supposed to be like that...
i think i better tell him but i scared he scold me even more....
starting to scare of him...
haizz....
SCOLDING ISNT THR ONLY WAY
...he is double faceted...
sometimes like this, sometimes like that, don't know how to face him.
if it continues i scared i will hate him, and i will be more complicated....
BUT
I also look into my self. Yes, maybe its my fault.
I still have to learn, learn more be a better man.
but he cant keep scolding people..
PEOPLE HATE PEOPLE WHO ALWAYS SCOLD PEOPLE
Yes, i hate them.
Teachers that always shout
Student that always shout
Parents that always shout
eventually,
people will obey you BUT hate you.
This is reality.
I will change even it takes a long time.
I know deep down inside you dont want to be come a person that you aren't
I trust you, know want is best for all of us.

The End OF the golden dream...

2008-08-18T01:44:00.000+08:00

12...21.....8....21
LEE CHONG WEI (MAS) VS LIN DAN (CHN)
..................
haizz.....miracles just don't happen when we hope it...
after not even 1 hour match..our hope is dead.....
we cant blame him, compare to his opponent...
he is under massive pressure from all of us from fans to even the prime minister...
what worst?
he is in the territory of the enemy...
he has done its best...at least a sliver medal...
Hope next time we can win it

High School Musical the Ice Tour...

2008-08-18T01:29:00.000+08:00

On friday.....
High School Musical the Ice Tour is in Malaysia...yaaa....
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Ok for first time is it good, but seeing the same thing over 4 times is hard...
I know even can tell when the firecracker will blow.....
haha..
nice show indeed..
want to see????
the ticket start from 63 to 235 ringgit.$$$$$$$$$...
two movies in one....
the skaters are great and the music....is fake..
no real actors...all fake....but they skate well....
the man that act as troy....ugly...
the woman act as gembrilla.......too fat
the man that act as chad......not black..so is his girlfriend
the bad guys??? they wear fake hairs(wig)
the effects and the skater are the best part...haha
BUT
I DONT WANT TO SEE IT ANY MORE!!!!!!!!!!

*****DEMO********

~XZ~

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